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Dhan Dhan Satguru Tera Hi Aasra!!

I was blessed with Naam Daan about 5 years ago. One day I was sitting with a holly saint and we were having discussion on some religious topic. Our topic of the discussion changed to Guru Mantra. Suddenly in haste and out of ignorance the pious Guru Sabad came out of my lips and was disclosed. Although the saint was a self-realized soul and there was no third person available there but I had committed a sin and serious blunder and there was no time to correct my mistake.

After that I was in a state of confusion and was not able to concentrate on whatever I did. So one day I wrote a letter to Dera sangat and they told me in the reply that I needed to come to Dera and take mafi from Pitaji. Fortunately I got the chance on 25th Jan (on second Pitaji birthday) in Jalalana and joined the sangat. After the sangat was over, we heard an announcement that those who have broken the three basic rules as set by Pitaji should make a separate group and Pitaji will come there and give you Mafi.

I also joined the same group but was little confused thinking that I had not broken the three basic rules. Even though I remained there keeping the advice of the reply of sangat in my letter previously and took Mafi when Pitaji Himself came there and gave Mafi. But sometimes I think that as my fault was of different kind, I need to take Mafe from Pitaji again.

Please reply ASAP and guide me what to do in this regard.

I am coming on the next satsang of 25th Jan so please tell me where the satsang will be held, whether in Sirsa or Jalalana? I also want to drink the Jaam-E-Insaan and want to take the locket for the same.

Please advice me.

Thanks and Regards,

Ramtuhee